Pink

I just listened to Pink's new song Mr.President................all I can say is wow shes right on the money and it made me really wonder what our presidents answers would be! Sometimes I wonder what the world is coming to and how come more people don't stand up for what they believe in. Fear is a strong emotion....I think that is what holds us back. Speaking of fear I think it's time for me to decide what I'm going to do....I see my neuro doc on Monday and well.......I hate to admit it but maybe it is time for me to let go of being a nurse and file for disability. I would feel horribly guilty if someone got hurt because I tried to keep working. But on the other hand what do I do if Hubby gets laid off??? How in the world would we survive on a lower income job? I'm scared of that considering for the first time in a very long time we have a van payment. I guess the longer I put this off the longer it will take to win a claim for Disability. Then again my husband is not making this easy for me with all the what ifs. He sees that I am still walking and talking and does not take my disease seriously. I am not sure what it will take for him to realize this is real and is only going to get worse. My biggest hope is that I don't end up in a wheelchair before I can take my kids to Disney World....I really really want to take them there! I am hoping with next years tax return we can take them! Oyyy what to do....What to do!!!!!!!